It’s such an annoying, sickly word. Okay, I’m probably just being melodramatic… but I’ve finally had a moment of clarity.
Sweet is the same thing as stupid and unnecessary.
Baking a cake - stupid and unnecessary
Buying a meaningful present - stupid and unnecessary
Surprises - stupid and unnecessary
Long meaningful yearbook entires - stupid and unnecessary
Just to list a couple…
You know why? Because in the end, when your dying in your grave, it’s absolutely meaningless. I’ve spent so much of my life doing this “sweet” things for other people - my friends, my family, with no idea… why? And it doesn’t just go for me. My closest friends who’ve done these “sweet” things, acts to show me that they care… How long will that type of friendship last? You do something really special and exciting, but a year later, you don’t even talk to that person anymore. People are ephemeral. We spend hours and hours and hours with each other, but after a couple years, it’s all in the dust because we’re in a different place, a different time, a different maturity level? The only person who isn’t and is probably the only exception to this rule is my mother.
Sorry about this stupid and unnecessary rant.
I just hate that word.
"China’s high-speed rail system is an apt metaphor for the country’s hurtling economy over the past decade: a colossal investment project, born of the state, steeped in corruption, built for maximum velocity, and imposed paternalistically on a public that is at once amazed and skeptical. The rail system has married foreign technology with national ambition in a network billed as the biggest and most advanced in the world, in a country whose per capita income ranks below that of Jamaica"
- Wall Street Journal: Review Section Trouble on the China Express
finished every activity on my tasks list for the firs titme in FOREVER!! :O yay!!
bought a new camera. END OF SENIOR YEAR PICTURESSSZZZZ YAAA! :D
oh yeah AND i’m getting my permit tomorrow :P…hopefully….maybe…if i pass +__+
The whole college application process sucks. Analyzing every single detail to finally decide which school will be “the one” is hard enough once, let alone a second time.
There’s pressure from everyone, even the ones who think they’re not putting any pressure - after all, it’s only the rest of your life. But in general, this whole process has really made me question fate, society, humanity. Who else could be playing such a sick cruel joke on me other than another being with conscious thought. Things like this don’t happen to people. After all the dust has dissipated and the path is clear, I suppose I forgot that a truck can come by any second and screw you over. Stupid. Random. Meaningless.
I suppose I’m kinda contradicting myself but I guess I’m just really bitter. Already having decided pictured what my life would be 2, 3 years from now, even 4, 5 years. All to doubt everything once again, except this time, I was losing someone, a friend. I’m really sick of writing this tumblr post. I don’t know how to put anything in words, just parentheses…
But overall, I think I made a good decision. Penn had originally been my dream school. I was even planning on EDing, but decided not to. It’s really bitter sweet at the moment I suppose…more bitter than sweet, but I think time heals all wounds. But what freaks me out most is that I only have 3 months left…. soo wounds…heal quickly cause I gotta make memories ASAP!!
:O LOL TUMBLR
I’ll make paper stars to fill a jar…
THE WHOLE WORLD SHOULD KNOW ABOUT THIS
Stewie is amazed, so am I.
EVERYONE NEEDS TO KNOW ABOUT THIS!!!!
Submitted by thatartysherlockian
THIS IS AMAZING!
jessicayuan said: umm this isn’t me… it’s a tumblrbot… irony of the diction of “human”…
okay yeah. that makes more sense =_=
awww and i legitely answered that question too =_=